These are the responses from participants of The S-Turn Program Batch 2, who have just received Samaya Diksha and completed the program. They were asked to share what they experienced during their S-Turn journey. Their responses have been kept exactly as they were written, and their names have been removed to protect their privacy.
1. Before this program I was experiencing too much issues of overthinking, constant anxiety of future, very unstable emotions like I cried very often. But after this 8 months journey, I can surely say that all of these are almost gone & now I can see clarity of thoughts in my brain. I can surely sense my inner true strength. Lastly, and most importantly I’ve felt peace of mind ( Sahajta) during all the chaos happening in last 2-3 months. Thank you gurudev for everything. ❤️🙏🏻🕉️🔱
2. Kehne ko toh poora raat likh sakta hoon, lekin iss Batch ke dauran jo mere pramukh upalabdhi the woh hain, 1) aapko Itne karib se dekh ke, ye samajh paya ki aap humesha hi mere sath hain, aapko hriday le ek sthan par mehsoos hota hain. 2) nirantar sadhna karna, jo main pehle nhi karta tha ( yeh bhi sach hain bohot alas kiya, jo aage bilkul nhi daurayunga), 3) jiban ko ek spastata mili hain, jo mere liye sabse important hain, ab mujhe pata hain aage kya karna hain (yahan se sirf yaar ya par hi Jana hain) 4) tantra ko sikhne ka saubhagya, Jo sirf gine chune chetna ko hi milta hain, 5) seba se kaise hum sabse ek ho paate hain, woh iss Batch ke dauran hi Sikh paya 6) apne pashu prabittiyo bohot karib se dekh paya 7) Shiv ke chetna swaroop ke baaren mein 8) bhog aur moksh kaise ek dusre ko help karte hain
Aur bhi bohot kuch hain, lekin ye sab mukhya the, yeh jo mukhya, apitu, parinam shabd hain woh sab aap se hi sikha hoon Gurudev.
Waise toh maine stage 2.1 peh aake hi sadhana ko zyada serious liya, ussey pehle maine bohot alas kiya, aur phir yeh batch apne asli pace mein chala toh matrika nyas, aur suryapranam ko main jaldi jaldi apne mein dhal nhi paya, lekin waada raha ab se stage 3 ko main apne 100% kosish ke sath, nhi koshish nhi walki ab se stage 3 ko karna hain mtlb hain. Bas Gurudev aapka ashirwad banaye rakhna.
Om namah shivay🙏
3. Peace of mind and many more..
4. To overcome my fear,fear of getting unvalued thought,fear of people and things which haunted me but now I found the real source of purity (a glimpse of it but )I’ll work hard and do my sadhna and last but most effective to “”accept all the things without effected by them””
5. Anand me rahna no matter what. Sadhnaa ka puche toh eisa kuch I don’t know or apperantly felt the breakthrough..bss kar rhi hu.
6. I had been suffering from several mental issues before and one major physical issue of frequent nightfall. I feel several mental issues got settled even the issue of nightfall is not there anymore.
7. that i feel my strong wishes got complete i don’t know how
8. That now i am more patient, less angrier,more blissful and less lonely i feel complete
9. To accept all situation without judging good and bad and try to be calm and acceptable in all situation to overcome sorrows
10. Bhoot shudhi process and matrika nyas
11. Consistency and overall happiness.
12. Real Guru milna Aaj ke samay me
13. Continued jo ab bahar chal raha hai, ye karo oh milega, woh karo ye hoga… Yaha pe sachhai mili.. but thank ful bottom of my heart because of all such things mujhe such me mere sar pe Gurudev ka hath hai… It’s great blessing. Chahe kuch bhi ho sadhna nahi chuthi.. bas aapke ashirvad se maine din me ek bar sahi sadhna ki…lekin ek bhi din Bina sadhna ka nahi gaya.
14. Sabse pahale to Sadhna sikhi or mera distikon bhi change hua jo mera pahale tha har ak chiz ko lekar like life ko le kar sach bataoun to mujhe kuch clear tarike or iske alawa pata nahi par ha jo aapne aaj jo bhi akhri session to mera maan me thoda halchal hai lakin jo bhi ho karunga
15. Grace to a clown/buffon, Direction in life & most importantly joy & peace.
16. Samay rules; I feel everybody who wants to be productive and conscious in life should follow such a set of rules, as they are very thorough and helps in being a good human being.
17. Slow progress.Like when i get anxious i am able to manage it, i am able to surrender my emotions and future outcomes.
18. Need for discipline in life. For sadhana always feeling like have to do it, will wake up early for it, etc. Trying to find time to do it. To do what I really want.
19. Not asking for material things and anadit rehena hai all the time…jab bhi kuch aisa moment ata hai…to achanak se apki bat yad ati hai vimarsh vale session se…ki (abhi baitha hu fir bhi anandit yaha se kisine utha diya fir bhi anandit) so like kuch bhi hota hai to apki bate yad ati hai…i guess this is the thing maybe aur kuch honge but vo describe nahi kar pa rahi hu and i guess ye in upcoming days ke sadhna and niyamo ka palan karungi to aur intense honge
20. Ye jann paye की asli guru kaise nich se भी nich ko utha skte hai or बहुत chije kaam achha hona, bartaav Acha, agar सबसे acha हुआ to mera kaam vasna ka pattern tuta
21. After these all sadhnas I found myself truly happy and I started accepting all kind of people whether they hate me or love me, hence, I’m feeling secured, calm and carefree. Amazing Change in behaviour.
After Naam Diksha real change started. Now, I feel myself truly blessed, and may every one get this blessings from My Gurudev, Swami.
My directionless, procrastination, laziness, mood swing, reels scrolling, fickle mind, habits suddenly started overcome? and I started enjoying that habits which are valuable and necessary.
Really my life has given an S-Turn from where the real journey of the life starts. Gurudev
22. Fear kam hogaya hai aur mann pahele se jyada Sant hogaya hai
23. The freedom to do what I want regardless of mind’s resistance
24. There has been a very positive shift in my mindset; I no longer worry about the future.
25. Kai sari chizo k ,Realisation,Sari chizo ka importance pta chla,patterns ka, jo me nazarandar kr rha tha ya nazar me hi nhi a rhi thi chize,
26. My addiction of porn has came to an end and lust has significantly dropped.
27. Maine wo nahi rhi jo thi. Mera poora jeevan.shiva ko Samarpit,mere gurudev ko samarpit
28. playing victim….transformed to Discipline and Courage. आपके साथ स्थापित निकटता
29. batch ke douran mujhe anandit kase rahna hai or sabke prati karuna ka bhav or sabse badi baat ye hai ki me sach bolu to bahut jayada badlav aaye hai me pahle bahut hi jayda swarthi ladki thi halaki apki bajah se swarth Kam ho Raha hai ab or pahle dukhyari si udas si ladki hua karti thi but ab hamesha face par ek muskurahat jarur hoti hai kisi bhi situations me or bahut sari chiz hai gurudev jo ki aap swayam jante hai . Gurudev ab keval anand me hi rahti hu adhe se jayda time
30. I start crying and can’t able to understand the reason
31. It was during nam diksha session. Vo sabse zyada intense tha matlab I can’t express it into words sabse zyada blessed feel usi wakt hua tha gurudev
32. I am able to control thoughts, emotions.
33. My biggest breakthrough in this sturn Journey is overcoming my fear. I remember, just before yesterday, I was very fearful of many things — like fear of losing my routine, fear of losing my ego, family, and the ultimate fear of losing my comfort.
First: I learned how to overcome my fear without doing anything, but just by observing it. Because the eye of consciousness is everywhere. Yesterday, for a moment, it opened. This is the real third eye — the eye of the observer, the eye of consciousness.
Second: I learned the real meaning of Sadhana in life, and that is Ananda — the real essence of life, the elixir of life.
Third and the biggest: Gurudev, I consider myself extremely blessed and grateful for getting this opportunity to do Sadhana under you. This is the blessing of Mahadev and Shakti. I can never repay this debt. You are truly a Guru, because you are loaded with the apple of knowledge and you attract monkeys like us.
You are living only out of compassion for us. You are great, Gurudev. You are magnanimous. I don’t want to become like you, I want to become YOU. I want to give up my identity and my individuality.
Thank you Shiva, Thank You.
34. Samaya Diksha ke time guru ji ki upastiti yeh bahut alag thi guru puja se pehle kabhi itna real feel nahi hua aur main bahut anand mein tha
35. Many small changes have happened inside me during this journey but the most significant if i say was my illusion got broken…my perspective about success changed and the things which I didn’t believed( magic, miracles entities, tantra rituals and all if i say) that all got changed….I can surely say that this sturn is the best thing that has happened in my life..
36. Control over emotions increase and happiness also increase
37. Actually Whole journey was great and today was blast….me pahle vajrasan janti bhi nahi thi and now I am sitting comfortable and sadhna ke bare me bhi kuch nahi pata tha ……..ab sab aa raha he ….bahut acha lag rahaa he……. zindagi ka maksad mil gayaa
38. Humne S- Turn ko join Kiya phle to Mai bhut bhagyasali hu jo mujhe samarth guru ki kripa hue or mujhe unke sath sadhna sikhne ko mila or is dauran mujhe Tantra or sadhna ka sahi maine me pta chla tantra actually me hai kya ye to purest of the purest form hai , mujhe ye safar kafi aananddayak lga isme sirf hme sadhna hi sikhne ko nhi mila balki hme btaya gya sadhna hi hmara jeevan hai or hmare purv ke savi manyata or purvagrah ko khtm kar k nya soch mila ki jeevan ka uddeshya sirf aananda hai or in sb k dauran mere me kafi badlab aaya hai mai ab utna preshan nhi rhta kisi bato ko leke jaise phle hota tha kafi accha mehsus ho rha hai , Thankyou Gurudev for your love and blessings for us 🙏
39. Patience aa gya mujhme, daya or humanity…ek behtar insaan feel hota hai mujhe
40. Udaya Dhyana, Bhutashuddhi, matrika nyasa had a great impact upon me.It was truly a Divine bliss..
41. Kuch attachments tunte aur ulti sidhi harqat kam huye aur mera confusion bhi thoda bohot main khudko jo rokti Thi Sadhana na karne k liye pehle toh woh hi tunta baki abhi main utna concious nahi hu toh sab kaise bolu aap hi jano Gurudev 🙏.
42. Guruji I feel ki main pehele se kafi aware ho gayi hun kuch cheezon ko lekar and social situations mein ghabrahat nahi hoti hai main bhot introvert hun main actually call pr bhi baat nahi kr pati hun and, apni baaton ko sahi se keh nahi pati hun, mujhe to apse baat krne mein bhi drr lagata hai matlab ajeeb sa lagta soch kr hi aisa lagta hai ki Mera Dil abhi phat jayega jab main sochti hun to. Guruji usually crowded places pr jaha pr mujhe koi kaam wagera krwana hai main bhot nervous ho jati hun pr iss baar kuch hi dino pehle hum log adhar center gaye and then I Realise that I have become more aware and nervousness nahi ho rahi anxiety bhi nahi ho rahi hai and kafi shanti bhi lag rahi thi guruji wo bhi crowded place pr 🤯
43. My physical and mental health improved, I also landed a job
44. The journey sort of made me settle down , as if at last i have found what i was looking for and now i am on the right track .
45. Ye jann paye की asli guru kaise nich se भी nich ko utha skte hai or बहुत chije kaam achha hona, bartaav Acha, agar सबसे acha हुआ to mera kaam vasna ka pattern tuta
